I have spent the entire day at work cleaning out all of my back work in preparation for quiting my job. Earlier this week I had one of the worst review experiences of my life. It was actually worse than when Matlock implied that I may have an auditory processing problem. It ended with the decision to have a group meeting for them to discuss their issues with me. I am not sure that I can make it through that situation without blowing a gasket and have decided that I should not leave another person with the job a work back log.
That way someone can come in and pick right up. I can't say for sure how things are going to play out, but I have decided to take this last eval as a sign from God that I need to stop trying to stay somewhere I don't fit just because I have gotten sort of comfortable and may be scared to step out. This was my cue that I need to start making some changes and a new job would be a good one.
Cleaning is the first step towards me creating a clean slate for myself. I should be getting my license approved in about 30 days and then I can start applying other places. So my current goal is to stay employed for at least another month and in a perfect world until I find something that doesn't make me want to curse and make rude gestures with my middle finger. I have held on as long as I could, but I think it is time to make a change.
Cheers! Here's to new beginnings.
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