Crazy Hours

You may have been wondering what is up with my inconsistent posting. Well, the truth is that I am tired. I have been working crazy hours, like 7:30 am - 8:30 pm on Monday. Not to mention the fact that I worked this past Saturday. To be honest, I don't know if I am coming or going and I know that something has to give. I just don't know what it is going to be.

Clearly I am going to have to keep the children. Although, from a purely exhaustive standpoint, they should be the first to go. I am going to keep husband for the same reason the kids get to stay; I love him and have legal obligations to fulfill. Besides that, his mother has made it perfectly clear that I cannot return him to her. As much I would like to, I know that I am never going to stop listen to my parents special brand of crazy. So where does that leave me.

I work two jobs. One that I love and one that I use to pay the bills. Oh, if only they were one and the same. I am thinking about starting the application process again. Is a month too soon to decide to start job hunting again? Does it make me look as unstable as I feel? I don't know. The only thing that I have decided for now is to work fewer weekends in the hope of keeping my kids from forgetting what I look like.

Speaking of kids. They are doing well. I don't see them very often because of my new hours, but I thought I would leave you with some LoLo and Suga talk.

Suga has decided that she wants no parts of a soiled diaper. It makes no difference to her where we are. I am sure that when we start potty training this will give us an advantage, but for now I want you to imagine my sweet girls standing up on the seat as I roll the shopping cart and patting her hand on front of her pamper and shout in her most urgent irritated voice, "I pee pee. I pee pee." Ahhh...good times.

LoLo not only told me, "everybody loves LoLo", but also "I am handsome!" Jokingly, I said and modest. To which he answered, "and modest. Thanks, Mommy." I just laughed. I was glad I could help.