I finally broke 150. That is the first time since having Suga that I can say that with a straight face. I am really happy about my progress. Even that trip to McDonalds could not derail me. That is a big deal because McDonalds is a huge trap for me and falling off that wagon usually has weeks of struggling to get back on track and lots of shame and regret. It is like hooking up with that guy you told all your friends that you would NEVER speak to again after what he did.
McDonalds is like that for me because McDonalds or more honestly my addiction to MCDonalds almost ruined my wedding. It was not until I found myself sitting in the bridal store parking lot before a dress fitting shoving fries in my mouth, hoping nobody saw me, that I realized I needed to make a change. Did I mention that I had made a U-turn to get these fries? I decided then and ther to do better. I could not let fries derail my wedding dress and I have been pretty good about making McDonalds occasional. That was my first meal there this year.
The thing is, I did not enjoy it as much as I normally would. The fries were not fresh at all and something seemed a little off about my burger. Then, to make matters worse, I had to type it into my fitness app. I wasted a whopping 990 calories on a meal that I did not even enjoy. Boo! Even the smell wa questionable to me. That is like three quarters of my daily allowance wasted. Grr! That is not a good return on my investment, if you know what I mean.
I don't think I am in a position to say never, but it is going to take some really good reasoning for me to go back. I think I may finally be free of that vice. Woo Hoo! Bring on the flat abs!
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