Never Easy

Will someone please tell me when Zumba will stop being so hard? I have been doing it for two months and it is still kicking my butt and hurting in places I thought I would have built up a tolerance in. The addition of harder ab focused workouts is not helping me feel better, but I'd the number of times I call on God to help is any indication of salvation, I am definitely going to heaven if I die today. You may remember that this week was the start of my increased intensity workout and I certainly feel it. I am 13 pounds down with 17 more to go before I am back to pre-baby status. I have to admit that I still have concerns about what my post-baby body will look like at pre-baby weight. I mean, what happens to the extra skin. I am too scared and cheap foe plastic surgery. Does that mean I will have to tuck it into my underwear or start rocking those "natural" waist pants? I am not sure, but I will find out soon enough if I keep this up.

All this kicked in after I booked the trip to Florida for Husband and I to go on vacation with his sister and her beau. I really don't want her to look better than me. That meant I had to get it together. That is one of those times that being shallow has been a benefit. It was good motivation. I am excited to go because I love my SIL. She is great and this is te first guy that she seemed to be really into, but now they are in a rough patch and he may not go. I will discuss that another day. The point of today is that this trip better happen because I di not work this hard for nothing. I am going on this trip and I am going to rocking my new body. I have crunched, lunged, danced, and boot camped myself twice a day, five days a week for two months and I be damned if I am not going on this trip. I don't care who is mad at who.

And that is final!