I have bee waiting to hear back about a new job for two weeks and it is honestly starting to make me a little crazy. I that patience is a virtue, but impatience is my norm. I am human and I like to get things when I want them. That is why I don't pray for patience. It usually results in God making you wait.
I am starting to feel more settled with myself at this stage of life and more comfortable with making life choices, but the little things continue to baffle me. Little things like waiting to hear back about a job that I know in my heart is mine. At first, I called to checkin with them, but now I have laid low for two days. I figured that I needed to stop looking so desperate. I am not sure what to do today. In theory, I will be too busy at work to call, but I am sure that the more I sit in my work funk the more I will want to call.
Ugh! Why is God always trying to teach me a lesson. Sometimes I just want to babied and given what I scream for and I WANT THIS JOB! I think?
Who knows what I want in te long run? I know I would like to hear something.
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