Set Up

I feel like I have been going non-stop all week, but I am in a good place. I love my job. I like the people I work with. There are a few people that I would switch out, but I feel like that would be the case anywhere.

The major issue is how this job is impacting my workouts. I have less than 30 days and about 20 more pounds to,go before vacation and unless I start waking up at 5 am, I don't have any realistic way to get all my workouts in. I do move around a lot at work. That is good, but not 20 pounds good.

None of that matters tonight though because I have a date with my honey and I am determined to look good and feel good about myself. I have made a lot of progress. I just gave away my brand new yellow jeans that I loved because I dropped another size. It is an exciting time and rather than dwell on not being at goal weight, today I celebrate my progress. I have gone from a 10-12 to a 6. I have started making sure that I take in healthier foods and set a good example for my babies.

Speaking of babies, my mom is watching them tonight. I am excited about that, but I know it comes with a price. What is it about mothers that makes it so hard for them to let you live your way. My mother questions everything I do. I know it is her way of showing care, but somedays it makes me crazy. Yesterday she gave me a tutorial on poop because she is convinced Suga is constipated despite her pooping like 3-4 times a day. She is apparently unhappy with the texture and I should watch it more closely. Well, I am sorry, but poop is poop and unless it is green with worms coming out, I don't see the big deal.

But today I get a break. I am leaving work on time and spending the rest of the night having fun. Thank you Jesus and thank you new job!