Vacation Day

I actually think I had a vacation day yesterday. I watched tv and finally cleared my DVR. I had no idea how much I missed Glee. I laughed. I cried. I ate popcorn, all while my daughter slept. Idid go to the market and make some soup for a work event, but overall I relaxed. I did not do laundry or clean up anything worth mentioning. Plus, I found the Sudafed and breathed through my nose for most of the night.

I spent the whole day with Suga even though the trouble maker that lives in the back of mind said that I should get dressed, drop her off at my parents and come back home. Thank God he made me to lazy to execute most plans because I would dangerous and clearly on my way to hell. Prayer must be working because lying just does not sit well with me anymore.

Today it is back to work and we have a spirit week at the hospital. I cooked and I am nervous. It is not that I am a bad cook, but I hate being judged and there is always an irrational fear that I am going to poison everyone. Don't judge me.. I am working through my crazy. Are you?

I am also still trying to get in shape for my trip. It is down to the wire and it is clear that the deciding factor is going to be what I eat for the next two weeks. I am an overeater and a snicker and all the things diet commercials warn against. I may not have anything to worry about since the people at work are trifling and will eat things that don't belong to them. Did I mention that someone drank my juice- my $4 juice? That is crazy to me. I can't imagine putting my mouth on someone else's stuff when I don't know who bought it or having the audacity to steal. Again, I guess pray is making me a better person. I can add not stealing to not lying.  That is 2 out of 10 commandments right there.

So my plan for the next two weeks is to really make an effort to eat better. I will keep you posted.